Realised,reality is cruel.

Had so many things to tell you just like the past,
Wanted to ask you work hard,but guess i better not.
After i returned  you your stuffs,Sis..Think we are not meeting anymore.
No matter what,i did treasured you.
Hope for the best,earn many many enough money for yourself,buy manymany pocky!!
Flipped through my diary,and now i know why you wrote those stuffs.
Yesssss,think i really'll miss the you.
Takecare of yourself,love you.

And precious,think you wont forgive me for something..But i do miss you,i really am waiting.
Do takecare of yourself,and come out work or study hard!Love you..

Felt so weird talking to you..Have so much stuffs stucked,but better not for my own sake i guess?

Gonna get my ass up and prepare to go bugis!Guess we are all gonna be late anyway..Working tonight again..My clothes are in a mess.Seriously,cant stand it.And my cough is getting from bad to worst..So hungry again.Dont know why.And i think im going to work later on again.Haven even get my pay yet.Oh yea,and one more thing that i wont forget to do everyday,is to miss my dear darling weita:) Tatatatata,hahahah.MixiuMixiu!

I seriously have no time to post,or should i say i spend most of my time sleeping and working?My routine's the same everyday.Now then i realised it.So long didnt post..Gawt,my unlucky eyelid's jumping here and there again.This few weeks,im just all the way working working and working non stop.And thats tiring,but thats the only way to earn.Yesterday was really a frustrating day,i dont lie for money..I mean i dont have a point to,its just a 35dollars thing..And wait till today,your not drunk then lets talk bout it.Your crazy..Totally..If you font beleve me,well dont bother asking then.Understand?I dont need your 35dollars anyway too.I can simply get it by earning with other ways rather than this.You dont appreciate people's hardwork then dont try to take charge of so many young workers than..Call all your other countries workers to give out then..Its just flyers,nothing much..I dont need your pay unless you want to give,get it?Dont wish to talk about it anymore anyway..Today,should i go work?Shots?Im so lazy):But i've like got no choice):Nevermind i think i shall off for today!So used to night working life,what to do today then?Have some feel for neverland.Quite long since i went there,and some feel for town?Thats super duper long since i last went..But i think if i do,my wallet will get a new hole again..Ok,shall stop here.Lazy to post somemore!:)Lastly,i love you weita:)

  Working later on again.Nol choice,cause i havent got my pay yet.Well,no choice but to work for money.And seriously,i really got no ways to get back all my clothes,im so angry >: with the bloody hell goverment people and the owner.Just cant i get back my own ones?And then give me sometime to get the authority to get for kelly?

FUCK IT! I CANT GET MY CLOTHES BACK.

but something even worst happened.the reason behind why i cant get back is cause something actually happened to.....my such close friend..yet i can mistake her thinking she didnt want to return me my stuffs.the guilt is killing me

NgLiTing,Stephanie.KoSipei.Saturdaymorning

Well,just havent been updating for quite awhile i guess?Im blogging now using Ngliting's mac book.And one good news i found my hair grew longer,but one very sad news cause i gotto run away from the police in order to maintain my grew hair .. But i dont mind as long as i've got my freedom and my hair,everything's fine for me .. Fuck it,nobody will understands how i feel totally right now .. Serious

Like a long never post,cause im seriously super lazy to.Right now,im blasting song with Marilyn goh meiqi.She is just making me crazy.Police will come automatically even if i haven get arrested=.-' K,like aboredddddddd.I missed my real freedom like a damn.And I do think of you at times,but i got to remind myself there are more important and serious stuffs i should worry about.Gonna get my ass up soon from my chair.Living room is so stuffyyy,i cant like stand it.Hell..Im suffocating,cause im super stressed.Nobody will ever understand at all.